Personal

Whatever, I'm not excited about posting personal shit on here, but I need it off my chest.

I'm going on a cruise for Christmas. But no, that's not cool. It's with a side of my family that I've LITERALLY never met before. And my dad isn't coming.

Honestly, Christmas Eve is my favorite day of the entire year. All I want is to hangout with my grandparents of Christmas Eve, go to that little Italian resturant to go to every year, order the lasagna, play with the little poppers and wear the little paper crowns then go back and drink cocoa until we have to go home. Then the next day, we get to open presents, and go to my uncle's house, and see the family I get to see about 3 times a year.

But no, I get to wakeup at like 4 am Christmas morning, board a plane with a bunch of strangers and go sit on a boat and abide by the careully thoughtout itinerary my grandfather has planned.

I just want to be inside with my family. Laughing, eating, and jus being together.
Epecially being in college, my time home is precious, and I just want to feel home.