Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Monday, October 18, 2010

lost

I'm turning into something i swore i would'nt.

5 months ago, I was excited to go to school, succeed and make a carreer for myself. I don't know where the drive went or what this is that's replacing it.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Happy

I need to start having fun with life.
To start appreciating my opportunities.
To base my happiness on my own actions, and not the decisions of another.

I just don't know how.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Responsiblitiy

Imagine it's Christmas morning. You have no presents, your family slept in, your dog died and it's 110 degrees outside. Imagine that this is your Christmas every year for your whole life. Now imagine, it's Christmas morning, but like always, your expecting shit. Except you wake up to hot cocoa, snow flurries outside, and every present you ever asked for. Your ENTIRE family is gathered round and everyone just laughs and is sooo happy. You we're that morning. You ARE that morning. You are the perfect Christmas morning, you came out of no where, and you made my life so good.





You we're responsible for..........
every lovey song on my iTunes
every cute song on my iTunes
every sexy song on my iTunes
every skip in my step
every smile when I woke up
every smile when I went to bed
every smile. every day
every giggle
every cute text
every cent of gas spent to go to Frisco
every tweet
every blog
every moment of pure happiness, unclouded by all the shit
please don't take it away.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Simple Happy Things

Living on a diet of Chocolates & Cigarettes
I wanna call you again
Ill drink tea sometimes when its cold
This is getting old
I call you again

Still too young to fail, too scared to sail away
But one of these days Ill grow old
And Ill grow brave and Ill go
One of these days


Blowing out the candles from my cake
I choke on the smoke as I look around the room
Everybodys wishing for no more mistakes
And all that I can think about is you

Still too young to fail, to scared to sail away
But one of these days Ill grow old
And Ill grow brave and Ill go
One of these days
La da la da la da