tranquility

my mother never met jesus.
my father sleeps with a gun.
my sister holds all my secrets,
except for the ones that arent fun.

lipstick is a mask.
that excentuates my flaws.
i hate putting it on,
because i love to be naked.

i hate my face because it shows who i am
i love showing my face because im wrong and its right.

my cup is diluted with pills that put me out
out of my head
my body
my identity
myself

goodnight
goodbye
good ridiance.

tiny infinity

John Mayer.
Edge of Desire.

Destination:Elsewhere

i am done. smoking gun.

in the wise words of Xtina, i cannot handle this anymore and i will never understand the lack of respect and grace people can have when delivering words. i hate hypocracy. so fucking much. its everywhere and i sincerely try my hardest to avoid acting that part myself. i mean, hypocracy can leak out of everyones mouth everyonce and a while, but its the people who BLATANLY say one thing and to the COMPLETE opposite that truley astound me. and disgust me. maybe its not escapeable. maybe its unavoidable. but im going to keep running till i find solitude from the worst type of human behavior i can possible witness. i dont need these toxic people in my life. ciao, mother fuckers.

Abbey Lee

this girl is a beautiful genius. her sexiness is subtle and her bangs are AMAZING.she has tattoos, and piercings...gahhh i love her

devilsih intentions

i just spent 3 hours defrosting my credit card to buy a pair of wedge booties that ill never wear. oh the cost of being a fashionista. i really couldnt help it. anything black, chunky, studded, buckled, suede, over the top yet understated, i have to have. so ill be the one 4 months behind rent, storing clothes in my oven that i never use, to make space for a massive and useless shoe collection. oh designer shoe fetish, you'll be the death of me.

also, Girl in a Coma- definently my band of the moment. theyre raw and edgy and the soft vocals float over rock and deconstructed beats. its to DIE for, trust me. hit it up in Pandora and listen along side Yeah Yeah Yeahs (always a good one) and Magenta Lane, another great one. and of course, something Alison Mosshart-ish will find you too. another bad ass chick id go gay for. im thinking of getting some Patti Smith-esque bangs inspired by Alison. rock and roll, saucy, edgy, and femme. love it.

also, im always a fan of the cat-eye liner, but im digging the softer brown/golded smoky eye. it keeps you from looking like youre trying too hard, while still giving off the obvious sex appeal of the bedroom eyes.

im about to go out and catch up with the rest of the world, getting seasons of Weeds and The Tudors. i watched a bootleg episode of tudors last night and DIED. im obsessed with the love and scandal in that time period. The Other Bolelyn Girl, Tristan and Isolde, this shit is my weakness.

tata, kiss kiss, and go cause a scene,
Katlin